dragging

I am struggling.  I need to get my enthusiasm back, but right now I'm dreading Thursday.  It's a day off from work so you think I'd be thrilled, but I have a dentist appointment in the morning and pap in the afternoon.   I hate both.  Plus I know my pcp is going to not be happy about the weight, i've gained every time I've seen her.  

Work is a mess.  I'm at the point where I'm so overwhelmed I don't want to touch a thing.   I know I have to or it wont' go away, but I dread it.   I talked to a friend at work today who called (I've not really talked to her in about a month).  She said, "okay, what's going on.  I have this gut feeling that you're feeling burnt out."  I was floored, how'd she know that.  So our talk made me feel better and I feel like I'll get there.  So here it goes.  I feel bad for my other friend.  Her manager is out (broken foot) and soon one of her coworkers will also be out on extended leave.  That leaves her with one other who is not at the top of their game so she does a lot to make up for it all.   It's rough on her.

I need a week off to get my house in shape, its falling apart.  It's not horrid, but it needs a good spring cleaning. Going to get the living room in order this weekend including vaccuming.

Dinner with the ladies tonight - it was nice. 

Breakfast: smart choice cereal with 1% milk
Snack: 100 calorie bag popcorn
Lunch: peanut butter and strawberry preserves on white whole grain bread
Snack: grapes
Dinner: hibachi - filet and shrimp, fried rice, soup and salad  I brought the noodles and veggies home for lunch tomorrow.
Dessert: 1/4 of a large chocolate malt. The rest was in my fridge

Not much movement today. 

I will say I pick things up, dinner was salty andmalt was almost too sweet.